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it's good friends like them that make me believe compassion still exist.

thankful for their support. thankful for them.

would have collapsed.

i don't need words of comfort.

just knowing that they are a phone call away is sufficient.

i know there are alot of shouldas. but i did my best.

i saw him at his best. i saw his last smile.

wherever he is right now, i believe he could hear my goodbye.

gong, i know you could still see and hear us.

somehow i believe that you are still around us.

a part of me wished this was just a bad dream. that he was just sleeping.

but no matter how much i willed him to wake up,

he won't ever.

the gong that i love will never smile at me again.

i know i won't bear to see him go. i won't bear to say goodbye.

but, a part of him will always be in my memory.

no matter what,

you'll always be my beloved gong.

no matter what happens,

i promise you.