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1st kite flying experience, it rained! and poor kite failed to take flight. sighs.

was a great experience, and think i can handle large gatherings better now. i mean, the fact that i survived and didn't back out the last minute shows there's definitely more room for improvement. felt awkward at times since they are all strangers, and half the time he was elsewhere. but at least, i went. i did not back out like how i used to. sure says a lot. guess time does make people change. or rather, age does make one behave wisely.

i won't say i am absolutely comfortable, but at least it's a good start :) i didn't lapse into the "i don't feel comfy so i won't go" excuse. at least now my head tells me to try. the shell still protects me, but i managed to venture out of it without feeling like i'm gonna die or something.

keep improving, one day you'll feel confident enough you don't even blink when you hear "many people".