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sometimes it's easy to be carried away by emotions. sometimes it's easy to heed the impulses in your head. sometimes it's easy to feel troubled, and hopeless. sometimes, you just want to throw in the towel and not bother anymore.

sometimes, it's easier said than done.

I've been there, done that. i wanted to drop every little optimism in me, and just surrender. i had enough of wanting to feel positive about life when seriously, i don'f feel a teeny bit positive at all. i concluded that i'm gonna just lead a sad pathetic life.

but, i know i can't allow this to happen, even if the going is tough; even if i struggled to find my footing; even if i was defeated many times by life's curves. i can't give up, i just can't. i promise that i will never look back, and weep. i promise that i'll love myself and live it up. i promise that no matter how difficult the road to recovery is, i'll never, never, ever give up.