i never really analyze my story since the day i decided to put at end to it all. i never really given much thought about it. i never really did for i was afraid of remembering. but now, it can't hurt me. remembering is just a function our brain performs. nothing to be afraid of.
i have no regrets. it's ultimately the best outcome, and it wasn't a failed relationship as i've gained valuable insights that will definitely aid me in my next relationship. it's easy to say you love someone; everybody can do that. but it isn't easy to maintain a relationship. catch is, it could be easier if feelings both mutual. it can be ridiculously tedious if one is emotionally unavailable.
i can't figure out what's love. is love all about accommodation, compromise, acceptance, passion, infatuation, or simply just an illusion that most of us fell into. i don't know anymore.
love to me is something that i can't fathom.
i've got my mind sorted out. yes, i would really want to experience the sweetness in the future, but as of now, i really doubt i am in good shape to engage in any romance. i just really do not have the mental strength and courage to do so.
it's like, once bitten twice shy. romantic love no longer equates to sweet. it reminds me more of bitterness. it's a pity.
i leave romance to Fate. and i believe Fate has already had everything planned out. For now, nothing can stand in my pursuit of my goals. For now, i am contented with the way things are, and things are just gonna get better each day, now that i'm in a new chapter of my life. life's hasn't been this great for such a long time, i am truly relishing the moment.
i don't need to fight, or pursue, i don't need to argue or bicker. i don't need to find love.
i'll let love come to me. i had enough of battling.
whoever is yours, will be yours.
it's just a matter of time. so, why bother spending time waiting for that special someone to come?
spend time wisely, accomplish goals, and love yourself.
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